AT WORK

So it's been a long time since i posted something on this blog~ things are still the same..nothing changes BUT keven actually told me a lot of things which had allow me to look at things at a different perpective. So how should i say? Maybe it's me who's thinking too much all along..Keven's right. if he really loves me, this wouldnt be the way he treat me.. and maybe all those things that he did for me will be just like how he did to all his other "girlfriends".. yeah, it's me.. it's me who think it in the wrong way.. 1 year plus plus and things changed. he changed. i tried to keep a distance with him and ignoring his texts but.. i cant do it.. it's miserable.. seeing him in school everyday and doing projects with him.. maybe he doesnt even know how i feel.. sigh.. whatever i have done are all rubbish.. sigh.. and worse still, i always break down at the wrong time! WRONG TIME! projects, tests and sem exams are all coming and these shitty things happen again.. i know i cant do well for this sem already.. sigh..sometimes i wonder why would he affect me so much when he doesnt even care and bother about me and always thought that i am the one at fault and the one that makes him miserable..he's speaking out loud but me..? i am miserable on the inside but dunno who to talk to.. i dunno how many times i have cried for him and how many sleepless night that i have.. and oh yeah.. i am having a full medical checkup on 10092012 and should i tell him? i know i shouldnt cuz he will thought i am the crazy one and the one who thinks a lot.. sigh..

Ending of with some pics of me~ >< i know i very 自恋~ but really bored at work larh.. NO PHOTOSHOP. Only adjusted the brightness and the "smoothness" of the photo.

OKAY. THAT'S ALL. Gonna continue with my project already. BYEEEEEE~~~

我还是很在乎。。还在等你的简讯。。虽然很累但是睡不着。。真的变了吗。。