HIEEEEE~~ been a long time since i blog.. been feeling down these few days.. feel that everything changed and nothing could put them back again.. i just know i cant avoid this forever and will have to face it no matter what.. currently, i will make myself busy and not to think about anything else.. for once. i thought that i have done a lot of things which i shouldn in the first place.. why be a good person when you can be a bad one? why be independent and relying on others instead.. sigh.. that's why i fell NOTHING and LEFTOUT. so right now, i have a job interview next monday at a child care centre and hopefully eveything goes well for me..
PS. I just hate you.. you changed immeidtaely and turn to others when you know i am of no use anymore. FUCKYOU.
